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#i am terrified of the what ifs#what if we dont make it?#what if we arent compatible in person?#what if something happens to either of us#what if we had a misunderstanding or god forbid an argument and broke up?#what if this happened before we visited#what if i was stuck finding my own place for the extra time cause i cannot afford to change my ticket#what if ill be alone in a new country#what if i put myself an extra 15k in dept for a fools dream a fools love#what if i can never pay it off since i come from and will always be nothing?#what if we cant handle the distance afterwards#what if my stupid need to be with you makes me take more risks spend more money put off some of my dreams#what if being with you is my current dream#but... what if we work out#what if we handle the distance#what if we conquer the doubt#what if we lived together were creative together laughed together#what if youre worth the risk#what if youre worth the fears#what if i let you down#what if love you#what if i try my best anyways dispite all this#what if im sorry#personal#tbd
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Sydnee ⬖ 20 ⬖ CA
Studying UX/UI Design, Professional Writing, & Communications
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